Where I Belong

My Prince of Peace,

Recently you have given me AMAZING chances to really dig deep into what I am able to do through you.  My music has really exploded out of my being...and I can honestly say it's not all me.  If it was me, I would be hesitant.  I would know I could do it, but it wouldn't work.  Harmonies wouldn't be so clear.  I would be thinking constantly about what I was going to do next, if I was in sync with everyone around me...it just happens Lord.  It's the most amazing feeling in the world.  It almost feels like I'm not even here in the crowd.  When I sing, I feel like I'm not even here anymore.

Sometimes it feels like I'm watching from the outside
Sometimes it feels like I'm breathing but am I alive
I will keep searching for answers that aren't here to find


I know that my walk toward you isn't supposed to be easy, and I know that these musical moments are a spiritual refresh for me to be able to continue doing your will in other areas of my life.  It won't always work out, in fact I will mess it up before I can make it work.  My feelings and emotions run wild, and my heart longs for things that are both from you and not of you...some of them won't come soon enough.  I sometimes feel like I want to crack and give in...but I know it's not worth it. 

So when the walls come falling down on me
And when I'm lost in the current of a raging sea
I have this blessed assurance holding me.


Lord Jesus, if there is one thing that keeps me going, one thing that I anticipate most...it's this...


All I know is I'm not home yet
This is not where I belong
Take this world and give me Jesus
This is not where I belong


All things we know here are going to crumble.  Anything we put our trust in that is earthly is going to crack and fall under our feet.  I know where I wanna be. 


When the earth shakes I wanna be found in You
When the lights fade I wanna be found in You

Heavenly Father...I know where I belong.  I sing this at the top of my lungs all day long for the rest of my life.  This is not where I belong.  I wanna come home. 

All I know is I'm not home yet
This is not where I belong
Take this world and give me Jesus
This is not where I belong

Amen.