I am going to make use of a sick day and blog about the woman/women that I am studying in my devotional. They are Deborah and Jael (Judges 4-5)
Something that really inspires me about this warrior woman is that she carried so many roles:
Deliverer
Judge
Prophetess
Wife
With all these hats she wore, she did not go by any of them. She chose to hold the title "a mother in Israel" (5:7) She also called upon a man, Barak, to lead the army to victory against the oppression of Sisera. Barak requested that Deborah join her or he will not go. With this, Deborah said that Sisera will be handed over to the hands of a woman because of this man's lack of confidence in himself, Deborah's instincts, his army, and God. However, the two worked together amazingly during the battle and after the victory was won.
Deborah's prophesy of Israel being handed over to a woman landed on one of a nomadic lifestyle. Her name was Jael. After Barak advanced against Sisera, the ruler fled and arrived at the tent of this peace-seeking woman. Jael's first instincts looked as if she was in Sisera's best interest. She played a mother role, taking care of this man injured from battle. However, the tides turn when Sisera sleeps and Jael takes the opportunity to slay him with a tent peg.
Both these woman could be seen as treacherous and bloodthirsty, but really they were mothers ceasing an opportunity to fulfill God's promise, whether they both saw it that way or not. Jael's intentions could have easily been to stay on the side of the winning team so she would survive, but whatever her intentions were...the children of Israel were saved again and Deborah's prophesy was fulfilled.
Girls:
Does this encourage us that we can play both roles of warrior and mother? We can be a hero while nourishing those around us? Our lives don't have to be as 'adventurous' but we for sure can be used to fight for those around us through prayer and leadership.
Something I see here is that Deborah called upon a man to lead the army rather than herself. Can you see something that may be significant to hold toward a marriage? Even one of the strongest of women called a man to go before her to fulfill God's plan. This really speaks to me. But also, we need to cease the chance ourselves to fulfill God's plan as Jael did. Pray for discernment so you know when each scenario is necessary.
Guys:
Are you embarrassed with Barak's story in this? Would you be embarrassed if a woman gave you commands? Would you be afraid, or would you be able to trust a woman's instructions as if they were from God himself? Society today has woman taking more leadership, but men seem to be simply stubborn and prideful. Would you break this to hear God's voice behind your wife? Girlfriend? Close female friend? How much does God have to break your pride men?
After the victory, Deborah and Barak praised God in song. Chapter 5 is all about praising and singing to God. Do we regularly praise God through worship with everything He does for us?
I urge you to pray for discernment to hear God's voice, whether it come from man, woman, the Bible, songs...God can use anything to reach you with His instructions. Does your relationship with God sound like you are trying to focus on two songs at the same time? It's hard...and if other voices are getting in the way of God's, it's not any different for our spiritual ears. What of yourself is getting in the way? Pride? Fear of man? Confidence that you don't need God? You are missing the opportunity that Jael got if you aren't ready. I pray for your hearts to be prepared for God's calling. Whether it be to prepare yourself for teamwork like Deborah and Barak, or individual conquering like Jael...God uses everyone and everything. Equip yourself, and be ready. Don't miss it when He summons you to lead an army.
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Fearing and Hearing
God has thrown songs and verses at me this week that just has made me so excited that I'm hearing it!
I am staying brief and to the point....trying something new. =)
Here are my daily bread verses I had this week, and the main messages I got outside that.
9/18-Revalation 1:8-"I am the Alpha and the Omega..."
God is the beginning and the end, He is there now, He was there, and He will forever. In my fearing God, this is a good reminder.
9/19-James 2:17-"In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by actions, is dead."
This was the Monday after my retreat...and God had told me to have more faith...this was an addition that I couldn't just believe I would get a job or get what I believe I would receive...but I had to act on that faith. It won't just happen if I'm sitting around and only waiting.
9/20-Revelation 22:12-"Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done."
This was for my elderly friend..it will be soon.
9/21-Luke 11:1-4-Luke's version of the Lord's Prayer
I love the Lord's prayer...just a reminder.
9/22-Luke 12:15-"Then he said to them, 'Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions."
God is breaking me from my financial comfort. Time to cut back and think more ministry and necessity with money rather than personal gain and comfort.
9/23-James 5:7-"Be patient, then, brothers, until the Lord's coming. See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop and how patient he is for the autumn and spring rains."
Another verse for my elderly friend. To elaborate briefly, the farmer is waiting for my friend's crop to yield all its valuables before the harvest.
9/24-John 10:16-"I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd."
This is my favorite one...we did our pancake outreach, and it didn't work out like we planned. We were seeking a certain group of people...but this verse coming up on this day made me feel so confident that those sheep weren't the ones you needed us to reach. There were other sheep, and they heard your voice that night. I believe it.
9/25-Matthew 24:35-"Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away."
Everything you have told me this week and in the past will forever be in my heart...I don't have to doubt or question it anymore. I will try not to. When we hear your words, let's act and not question.
I had been praying very hard for my elderly friend to find deliverance from her struggles and for God to take her home. Now I realize that I need to keep this focus, but I need to be encouraging her that this struggle is making her complete. This song has been popping up on the radio constantly, and I hadn't ever heard it this much in 2 days EVER. So, God's telling me something...He's telling me what to tell her.
Stronger-Mandisa
Chorus:
"When the waves are taking you under, hold on just a little bit longer. He knows that this is going to make you stronger.
The pain ain't gonna last forever. Things can only get better. Believe me this is going to make you stronger."
I have so much else I can write about, but I am working on keeping my blogs shorter and more compact. I challenge you to find one verse a day, whether it's in a devotion or randomly opening your Bible to one. How is God using that verse for you today? Ask Him, seek out the answer. If you listen, He will tell you. Don't hesitate, just do it. You don't want to miss it if you're on the verge of a miracle.
I am staying brief and to the point....trying something new. =)
Here are my daily bread verses I had this week, and the main messages I got outside that.
9/18-Revalation 1:8-"I am the Alpha and the Omega..."
God is the beginning and the end, He is there now, He was there, and He will forever. In my fearing God, this is a good reminder.
9/19-James 2:17-"In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by actions, is dead."
This was the Monday after my retreat...and God had told me to have more faith...this was an addition that I couldn't just believe I would get a job or get what I believe I would receive...but I had to act on that faith. It won't just happen if I'm sitting around and only waiting.
9/20-Revelation 22:12-"Behold, I am coming soon! My reward is with me, and I will give to everyone according to what he has done."
This was for my elderly friend..it will be soon.
9/21-Luke 11:1-4-Luke's version of the Lord's Prayer
I love the Lord's prayer...just a reminder.
9/22-Luke 12:15-"Then he said to them, 'Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions."
God is breaking me from my financial comfort. Time to cut back and think more ministry and necessity with money rather than personal gain and comfort.
9/23-James 5:7-"Be patient, then, brothers, until the Lord's coming. See how the farmer waits for the land to yield its valuable crop and how patient he is for the autumn and spring rains."
Another verse for my elderly friend. To elaborate briefly, the farmer is waiting for my friend's crop to yield all its valuables before the harvest.
9/24-John 10:16-"I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd."
This is my favorite one...we did our pancake outreach, and it didn't work out like we planned. We were seeking a certain group of people...but this verse coming up on this day made me feel so confident that those sheep weren't the ones you needed us to reach. There were other sheep, and they heard your voice that night. I believe it.
9/25-Matthew 24:35-"Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away."
Everything you have told me this week and in the past will forever be in my heart...I don't have to doubt or question it anymore. I will try not to. When we hear your words, let's act and not question.
I had been praying very hard for my elderly friend to find deliverance from her struggles and for God to take her home. Now I realize that I need to keep this focus, but I need to be encouraging her that this struggle is making her complete. This song has been popping up on the radio constantly, and I hadn't ever heard it this much in 2 days EVER. So, God's telling me something...He's telling me what to tell her.
Stronger-Mandisa
Chorus:
"When the waves are taking you under, hold on just a little bit longer. He knows that this is going to make you stronger.
The pain ain't gonna last forever. Things can only get better. Believe me this is going to make you stronger."
I have so much else I can write about, but I am working on keeping my blogs shorter and more compact. I challenge you to find one verse a day, whether it's in a devotion or randomly opening your Bible to one. How is God using that verse for you today? Ask Him, seek out the answer. If you listen, He will tell you. Don't hesitate, just do it. You don't want to miss it if you're on the verge of a miracle.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Lead Me
Tonight, I prayed "Lord, give me a song that I need to hear now. Give me a song that people need to reflect on. Lead me to a song tonight that I can use as a prayer." (I do this often...and the result is pretty amazing)
A song by Sanctus Real came up on my iPod shuffle. Here are the lyrics. Granted, I'm not a man...but I can plug myself in as the one who needs to lead and the one who needs to be led. It was appropriate for me.
I look around and see my wonderful life
Almost perfect from the outside
In picture frames, I see my beautiful wife
Always smiling, but on the inside
Oh, I can hear her saying
Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, but what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone
I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes
They're just children from the outside
I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine
They're independent, but on the inside
Oh, I can hear them saying
Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone
So Father, give me the strength
To be everything I'm called to be
Oh Father, show me the way
To lead them
Won't You lead me?
To lead them with strong hands
To stand up when they can't
Don't want to leave them hungry for love
Chasing things that I could give up
I'll show them I'm willing to fight
And give them the best of my life
So we can call this our home
Lead me 'cause I can't do this alone
Father, lead me 'cause I can't do this alone
A song by Sanctus Real came up on my iPod shuffle. Here are the lyrics. Granted, I'm not a man...but I can plug myself in as the one who needs to lead and the one who needs to be led. It was appropriate for me.
I look around and see my wonderful life
Almost perfect from the outside
In picture frames, I see my beautiful wife
Always smiling, but on the inside
Oh, I can hear her saying
Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, but what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone
I see their faces, look in their innocent eyes
They're just children from the outside
I'm working hard, I tell myself they'll be fine
They're independent, but on the inside
Oh, I can hear them saying
Lead me with strong hands
Stand up when I can't
Don't leave me hungry for love
Chasing dreams, what about us?
Show me you're willing to fight
That I'm still the love of your life
I know we call this our home
But I still feel alone
So Father, give me the strength
To be everything I'm called to be
Oh Father, show me the way
To lead them
Won't You lead me?
To lead them with strong hands
To stand up when they can't
Don't want to leave them hungry for love
Chasing things that I could give up
I'll show them I'm willing to fight
And give them the best of my life
So we can call this our home
Lead me 'cause I can't do this alone
Father, lead me 'cause I can't do this alone
Monday, September 19, 2011
Answered Prayer and Affirmation
My apologies...this is going to be longish, but I hope worth the read.
I had asked for brokenness. There were parts of me that I knew weren't complete, and there were parts of me that I knew I wasn't giving up to God fully. I prayed with three main things in my heart that God would either a) reveal and answer b) make it happen c) change my heart and lift it off my chest
God did all three of those things...in a way I wasn't expecting. During my retreat, the main message revolved around relationships. In three sessions, we talked about our relationship with ourselves and God, first through loving our personality, our body, and God. We girls are always being told to not listen to the stereotypes of the world and love ourselves for who God made us. We've heard it all before, and I've heard it since I was younger (Junior High)...but this change of heart doesn't happen over night. We can desire to fully want this, but in God's time will He really reveal this. I love the fact that I am outgoing and spontaneous...but also reserved and adaptable. I naturally look out for others before myself...to the point I neglect myself.
We need to find an even balance of this, because it's important to keep ourselves strong and taken care of before we can offer anything to anybody else. We need to treat ourselves with the same respect we feel we treat others. "Treat others as you ought to be treated." "Love your neighbor AS yourself."
I'll give you a visual...you are out with a friend, and your friend forgets his keys in the car. He says out loud "Man, I can't believe I did that!" What's your natural response? "Oh dude it's fine. We'll just go back and get them. It's not too much trouble." What if you were by yourself and you left your keys in the car? Is your response the same to yourself as it is to your friend? How do we treat ourselves...and is this a healthy relationship?
Finally....loving God. One thing I really took from this section was that in those times where God feels distant, it's not always because He is, but because we put things in His way. We build up boulders. We clutter our lives with things because we are worried and need to take care of it ourselves. Really...live and let God...it's the easier way to do it, and He has taught me this GREATLY this weekend. God is driving...and I am going for the ride having fun. I am taking advice and listening for His call to act on this deeper faith, because faith without actions is dead. I can't just sit...I need to act when I am supposed to and trust it's the right thing to do.
I had realized some huge things this weekend that revolved around two words...faith and patience. Faith that God is greater than what this world says I need to trust in, and patience for His answers to happen in His time with His resources.
Let me just share a few other things that have really set in my heart what God is showing me...
My woman to study this week is Deborah...a woman judge who led and summoned a man to conquer and set Israel free yet again. Her faith overshadowed the doubt of every other man that couldn't stand up to the opposition, and in the end, her and Barak worshiped and sang together over the victory they achieved. Through faith, something amazing is going to happen in my life. In the end of it, I will be jumping around and worshiping when my answers finally play out. I want to be singing, especially with a man that I will fight along side of...someone that sings the same song I sing.
One thing I do to get affirmation is to call my Mom. Last night, my mom and I talked for 2.5 hours...and I got nothing but affirmation with what I was being shown this weekend. My mom gets these senses, and if hers and mine match up I am usually confident that God is there too. Too many times our senses don't match...so when it does it's a big thing...a God thing.
At young adult Bible study, we went through Acts 3. This reflected around a lame man begging for money. Peter along with some others were walking to the temple and met this man. He asked for money, and Peter's response kicks me every time. "Silver or gold I do not have, but what I have I will give to you." Money isn't what I need right now...another job isn't what I need right now...free evenings is what I need. Time for me to do what makes me happy is what I need...not more money to buy more stuff. I trusted money to get me through...God is telling me that money isn't what He has for me. It's something greater than that. What could I possible have to worry about? God knows exactly what I need...and I doubt that? Why do I argue with Him? God knows when I sit and when I rise...He formed me in my mother's womb...I am perfectly and wonderfully made, in His image. God knows me and my life backwards and forwards...and I deny Him the privilege of blessing me with what I actually need? Not anymore God...you got me this weekend hard.
Dear Father, you answered prayers, and you broke me. Help me to trust you, and act on my faith in you. Help others to do the same. Breaking hurts, but it's needed. I pray this breaking happens for my close friends, and even for my future husband. I am single, and so is he because we are not broken and equipped enough. Break both of us and equip us to be ready like Deborah and Barak. Let us act on faith and strengthen each other to conquer when others fall away. Let us sing together and praise you for your amazing accomplishments and blessings on our lives. Let us both love ourselves enough to be able to love and take care of each other...and may our personalities and gifts enforce each other so a great purpose can come about...and may we both be so engrossed in you that we don't miss the signal of approval, that we are ready to start our journey together.
God I pray I continue to break. I pray my faith grow stronger in you, and that I will continue to see you working like Peter in Acts 3. Let me accept it when you don't give me what I ask for, and be thankful and excited to see what is actually better for me. Help me act on my faith and stand firm in what you are telling me. I would rather turn from my Gideon ways of second guessing your messages, and go right to Deborah who stood firm the whole way through. I know your promises thus far for my life, and even though some are still in the waiting process, I know it will happen. I trust it will. Let my career be mapped before me in your time. Let my future husband feel what I feel, and may he be as certain as I am of this.
Use me Jesus, I trust you much more that I did before. Let me love unconditionally by first truly loving myself and giving you the credit for making me absolutely gorgeous...you got it right. I don't want to doubt that anymore. I appreciate your creation in nature, and you made me just as beautiful as the sunset and starry nights. Thanks Dad. Thanks for everything. Keep it coming. I am not afraid. It's going to be a great ride.
Your daughter, servant, and ever-seeking friend,
Kat
I had asked for brokenness. There were parts of me that I knew weren't complete, and there were parts of me that I knew I wasn't giving up to God fully. I prayed with three main things in my heart that God would either a) reveal and answer b) make it happen c) change my heart and lift it off my chest
God did all three of those things...in a way I wasn't expecting. During my retreat, the main message revolved around relationships. In three sessions, we talked about our relationship with ourselves and God, first through loving our personality, our body, and God. We girls are always being told to not listen to the stereotypes of the world and love ourselves for who God made us. We've heard it all before, and I've heard it since I was younger (Junior High)...but this change of heart doesn't happen over night. We can desire to fully want this, but in God's time will He really reveal this. I love the fact that I am outgoing and spontaneous...but also reserved and adaptable. I naturally look out for others before myself...to the point I neglect myself.
We need to find an even balance of this, because it's important to keep ourselves strong and taken care of before we can offer anything to anybody else. We need to treat ourselves with the same respect we feel we treat others. "Treat others as you ought to be treated." "Love your neighbor AS yourself."
I'll give you a visual...you are out with a friend, and your friend forgets his keys in the car. He says out loud "Man, I can't believe I did that!" What's your natural response? "Oh dude it's fine. We'll just go back and get them. It's not too much trouble." What if you were by yourself and you left your keys in the car? Is your response the same to yourself as it is to your friend? How do we treat ourselves...and is this a healthy relationship?
Finally....loving God. One thing I really took from this section was that in those times where God feels distant, it's not always because He is, but because we put things in His way. We build up boulders. We clutter our lives with things because we are worried and need to take care of it ourselves. Really...live and let God...it's the easier way to do it, and He has taught me this GREATLY this weekend. God is driving...and I am going for the ride having fun. I am taking advice and listening for His call to act on this deeper faith, because faith without actions is dead. I can't just sit...I need to act when I am supposed to and trust it's the right thing to do.
I had realized some huge things this weekend that revolved around two words...faith and patience. Faith that God is greater than what this world says I need to trust in, and patience for His answers to happen in His time with His resources.
Let me just share a few other things that have really set in my heart what God is showing me...
My woman to study this week is Deborah...a woman judge who led and summoned a man to conquer and set Israel free yet again. Her faith overshadowed the doubt of every other man that couldn't stand up to the opposition, and in the end, her and Barak worshiped and sang together over the victory they achieved. Through faith, something amazing is going to happen in my life. In the end of it, I will be jumping around and worshiping when my answers finally play out. I want to be singing, especially with a man that I will fight along side of...someone that sings the same song I sing.
One thing I do to get affirmation is to call my Mom. Last night, my mom and I talked for 2.5 hours...and I got nothing but affirmation with what I was being shown this weekend. My mom gets these senses, and if hers and mine match up I am usually confident that God is there too. Too many times our senses don't match...so when it does it's a big thing...a God thing.
At young adult Bible study, we went through Acts 3. This reflected around a lame man begging for money. Peter along with some others were walking to the temple and met this man. He asked for money, and Peter's response kicks me every time. "Silver or gold I do not have, but what I have I will give to you." Money isn't what I need right now...another job isn't what I need right now...free evenings is what I need. Time for me to do what makes me happy is what I need...not more money to buy more stuff. I trusted money to get me through...God is telling me that money isn't what He has for me. It's something greater than that. What could I possible have to worry about? God knows exactly what I need...and I doubt that? Why do I argue with Him? God knows when I sit and when I rise...He formed me in my mother's womb...I am perfectly and wonderfully made, in His image. God knows me and my life backwards and forwards...and I deny Him the privilege of blessing me with what I actually need? Not anymore God...you got me this weekend hard.
Dear Father, you answered prayers, and you broke me. Help me to trust you, and act on my faith in you. Help others to do the same. Breaking hurts, but it's needed. I pray this breaking happens for my close friends, and even for my future husband. I am single, and so is he because we are not broken and equipped enough. Break both of us and equip us to be ready like Deborah and Barak. Let us act on faith and strengthen each other to conquer when others fall away. Let us sing together and praise you for your amazing accomplishments and blessings on our lives. Let us both love ourselves enough to be able to love and take care of each other...and may our personalities and gifts enforce each other so a great purpose can come about...and may we both be so engrossed in you that we don't miss the signal of approval, that we are ready to start our journey together.
God I pray I continue to break. I pray my faith grow stronger in you, and that I will continue to see you working like Peter in Acts 3. Let me accept it when you don't give me what I ask for, and be thankful and excited to see what is actually better for me. Help me act on my faith and stand firm in what you are telling me. I would rather turn from my Gideon ways of second guessing your messages, and go right to Deborah who stood firm the whole way through. I know your promises thus far for my life, and even though some are still in the waiting process, I know it will happen. I trust it will. Let my career be mapped before me in your time. Let my future husband feel what I feel, and may he be as certain as I am of this.
Use me Jesus, I trust you much more that I did before. Let me love unconditionally by first truly loving myself and giving you the credit for making me absolutely gorgeous...you got it right. I don't want to doubt that anymore. I appreciate your creation in nature, and you made me just as beautiful as the sunset and starry nights. Thanks Dad. Thanks for everything. Keep it coming. I am not afraid. It's going to be a great ride.
Your daughter, servant, and ever-seeking friend,
Kat
Thursday, September 15, 2011
A Need for Brokenness
Those that read my blog, I ask for prayer. I would usually put these things on my other blog (which you should follow and add comments of prayer requests to so I can pray for you as well), but this time I want to address a personal prayer request on here.
My spirit has been tried and tested greatly in so many ways these past few weeks. I can almost feel God's hands around me, morphing me and molding me. It hurts...a lot. James says to take heart when I face trials of many kinds...and I assume he also means when they all hit at once.
Here are a few things right now you can pray for me with. Submitting without losing the heart of my worshiping, the multiple waiting processes I am going through (career and love life), and submitting myself completely with the absolute fear of God that I am intended to have. Today I came before God and asked for Him to just break me. Whatever it took, I want to be broken. I am not afraid of the costs, I just want to be done with this struggle.
Some have been around a few days, some weeks, and another for long and hard months...years. I am being equipped for something amazing. I just don't know what yet. Right now it is a constant process that I haven't fully vocalized for prayer...I truly believe that if two or more are gathered in God's name in agreement, God is there as well. I also believe that if multiple individuals come together in constant prayer that God hears that just as much and acts in POWERFUL ways. I don't ever want to be having a pity party, but I want to address my requests before God and peers so that through prayer I can overcome any pride and weakness that is keeping me from doing God's plan.
These three passages were in my daily woman's devotional. It was needed for me, and it assures me that God knows exactly what I need to hear when I need to hear it.
Isaiah 40:29-31
Acts 4:13
2 Corinthians 12:10
Just like Rehab turned from her prostitution and trusted God above her own mighty fortress of a city, I want to turn from my fortress of security and look to God's in more depth. Thank you friends. Prayer is amazing...please use it.
My spirit has been tried and tested greatly in so many ways these past few weeks. I can almost feel God's hands around me, morphing me and molding me. It hurts...a lot. James says to take heart when I face trials of many kinds...and I assume he also means when they all hit at once.
Here are a few things right now you can pray for me with. Submitting without losing the heart of my worshiping, the multiple waiting processes I am going through (career and love life), and submitting myself completely with the absolute fear of God that I am intended to have. Today I came before God and asked for Him to just break me. Whatever it took, I want to be broken. I am not afraid of the costs, I just want to be done with this struggle.
Some have been around a few days, some weeks, and another for long and hard months...years. I am being equipped for something amazing. I just don't know what yet. Right now it is a constant process that I haven't fully vocalized for prayer...I truly believe that if two or more are gathered in God's name in agreement, God is there as well. I also believe that if multiple individuals come together in constant prayer that God hears that just as much and acts in POWERFUL ways. I don't ever want to be having a pity party, but I want to address my requests before God and peers so that through prayer I can overcome any pride and weakness that is keeping me from doing God's plan.
These three passages were in my daily woman's devotional. It was needed for me, and it assures me that God knows exactly what I need to hear when I need to hear it.
Isaiah 40:29-31
Acts 4:13
2 Corinthians 12:10
Just like Rehab turned from her prostitution and trusted God above her own mighty fortress of a city, I want to turn from my fortress of security and look to God's in more depth. Thank you friends. Prayer is amazing...please use it.
Monday, September 12, 2011
Challenge for My Generation
Brothers and sisters in Christ,
In a previous blog, I addressed a question regarding how we want to be viewed as the church and Church. Folks, we are the next generation to run the Church. We are going to be the ones who will carry on traditions and abolish others. We will be the crowd that eventually will be the face of the church and Church. How are people going to see us?
What do people see when they see us? What have you heard people say about us? Do they see Christ? Is it uplifting and glorifying God? If not, how do we change this?
According to Acts 2, we are given a list of things that the first church body did. Reflect on these things and continue.
What things are you missing? How can you accomplish these things in your church? Let me encourage you with some ideas. I am blessed to be part of an amazing bible study of young adults who have a heart for setting this world on fire. Together, we are trying to pray more. We have ideas set up for outreach to populations in and out of our church. We are gathering together with a purpose set to glorify God through loving others.
Something else I would encourage...think of how many people are on social networks like facebook. We see statuses that reflect things from waking up in the morning to complaining about how terrible our day has been. How many people are on facebook and see this? Think about this goal...go a day without posting anything negative. If that's easy, go a week. If that's easy, a month. So on and so forth. Now...something else. What if you glorified God in your facebook? What if your facebook page was so free from turmoil and strife that people are wondering how in the world your life is so fulfilling?? What if your facebook page became the most powerful witness you had to the world? How would you start that? What would you need to change?
When people see us, are they turning their heads and saying "Oh...it's those hypocritical Christians" or "There is something different about them...and I want to know what it is" ?
The Lord's prayer says "Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven." This starts with ourselves. Let's leave a witness and change lives by changing ourselves. Join me with this.
What are you going to do?
In a previous blog, I addressed a question regarding how we want to be viewed as the church and Church. Folks, we are the next generation to run the Church. We are going to be the ones who will carry on traditions and abolish others. We will be the crowd that eventually will be the face of the church and Church. How are people going to see us?
What do people see when they see us? What have you heard people say about us? Do they see Christ? Is it uplifting and glorifying God? If not, how do we change this?
According to Acts 2, we are given a list of things that the first church body did. Reflect on these things and continue.
What things are you missing? How can you accomplish these things in your church? Let me encourage you with some ideas. I am blessed to be part of an amazing bible study of young adults who have a heart for setting this world on fire. Together, we are trying to pray more. We have ideas set up for outreach to populations in and out of our church. We are gathering together with a purpose set to glorify God through loving others.
Something else I would encourage...think of how many people are on social networks like facebook. We see statuses that reflect things from waking up in the morning to complaining about how terrible our day has been. How many people are on facebook and see this? Think about this goal...go a day without posting anything negative. If that's easy, go a week. If that's easy, a month. So on and so forth. Now...something else. What if you glorified God in your facebook? What if your facebook page was so free from turmoil and strife that people are wondering how in the world your life is so fulfilling?? What if your facebook page became the most powerful witness you had to the world? How would you start that? What would you need to change?
When people see us, are they turning their heads and saying "Oh...it's those hypocritical Christians" or "There is something different about them...and I want to know what it is" ?
The Lord's prayer says "Thy kingdom come, thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven." This starts with ourselves. Let's leave a witness and change lives by changing ourselves. Join me with this.
What are you going to do?
Saturday, September 10, 2011
Reflection on Waiting
I will be blunt....waiting sucks.
I think someone prayed for patience with me, because I can sit and reflect on how impatient I am feeling on many different things that I think I can see coming together in my life.
To name a few things, I have been waiting for a solution for my acne. After waiting months with appointments and blood work, I can finally start on this medication (that is going to take some time before it actually starts to take away my blemish). So, still waiting.
I had been waiting and waiting for a reply from this job, whether it is a phone call asking to accept the job or a letter of rejection. I find myself needing to refocus and trust in God's plan in my life regardless of this job status.
I am still very much waiting for my main "weakness," but it's more of a delayed promise than a weakness. I know I am being prepared and equipped for the one God is wanting me to join with, and I know it will happen...in God's timing. I so badly want to be a wife, and watching my sister's daughter celebrate her first birthday...I want to eventually be a mom. There is still something in me that needs to click before I can be expected to live that part of my life...and both myself and my future husband will know when it's clicked for both of us.
I can't help be keep reflecting back to Acts 1 where Jesus tells His disciples to wait. I have to keep putting myself in that place. Jesus/God is telling me to wait..and then lists all these things I need to wait for. (and these are just reasons that I feel God is placing on my heart while the waiting is happening)
Wait with this acne, because I need you to learn more about the beauty you have inside of you rather than the beauty you are wanting on the outside.
Wait with this job, because you need to be thinking and refreshing that part of your life as a certified professional so that you may better glorify me. I may have use for you at your current job and it's not time to leave that yet.
Wait with your husband, because I have plans that you need to accomplish as a single woman. I have tests to prove to you if you are emotionally ready for it. I have weaknesses to be made stronger so you can better serve your household that I will raise up for you. I need to you think about now, because that's where I need you to work.
These lyrics are from John Wallers song "While I'm Waiting"
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
Dear Heavenly Father,
I am waiting...patiently (or as patient as I can be) I will wait for these requests to be accomplished in your time. My acne won't vanish overnight, this job may or may not happen, and my husband may be far from ready for me as I am for him. When will I know who? Maybe I already do...I am just waiting. Maybe I am wrong. I accept either answer...as long as there is an answer Father. "A hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life." (Proverbs 13:12) I pray...no...I beg for this tree of life.
"He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come to ruin." (Proverbs 13:3) I don't want to be rash God...teach me to be patient. Teach me to wait. I have no choice right now. Teach me to be patient effectively. In Acts 1, the disciples waited by praying constantly. I want to be in tune with you constantly God...because I don't want to miss your answers and wait longer. Help prepare my husband just as you are preparing me. I want to be my husband's crown (Proverbs 12:4). I want my husband to have full confidence in me, and trust me (Proverbs 31:11) I want to be constantly looking up and asking for your guidance (Proverbs 31:30). I love you Lord, and I lift my voice to worship you. Oh my soul rejoice. Lord prepare me to be a sanctuary, pure and holy. I am waiting. I am waiting on you Lord, and I am hopeful. I am waiting on you Lord, though it is painful...but patiently I will wait.
Please Lord, do not delay these requests any longer than needed...but help me to make this quicker in any way I can. I trust you God, completely.
Love you Dad. I pray this in your Son's holy and precious name...Amen.
I think someone prayed for patience with me, because I can sit and reflect on how impatient I am feeling on many different things that I think I can see coming together in my life.
To name a few things, I have been waiting for a solution for my acne. After waiting months with appointments and blood work, I can finally start on this medication (that is going to take some time before it actually starts to take away my blemish). So, still waiting.
I had been waiting and waiting for a reply from this job, whether it is a phone call asking to accept the job or a letter of rejection. I find myself needing to refocus and trust in God's plan in my life regardless of this job status.
I am still very much waiting for my main "weakness," but it's more of a delayed promise than a weakness. I know I am being prepared and equipped for the one God is wanting me to join with, and I know it will happen...in God's timing. I so badly want to be a wife, and watching my sister's daughter celebrate her first birthday...I want to eventually be a mom. There is still something in me that needs to click before I can be expected to live that part of my life...and both myself and my future husband will know when it's clicked for both of us.
I can't help be keep reflecting back to Acts 1 where Jesus tells His disciples to wait. I have to keep putting myself in that place. Jesus/God is telling me to wait..and then lists all these things I need to wait for. (and these are just reasons that I feel God is placing on my heart while the waiting is happening)
Wait with this acne, because I need you to learn more about the beauty you have inside of you rather than the beauty you are wanting on the outside.
Wait with this job, because you need to be thinking and refreshing that part of your life as a certified professional so that you may better glorify me. I may have use for you at your current job and it's not time to leave that yet.
Wait with your husband, because I have plans that you need to accomplish as a single woman. I have tests to prove to you if you are emotionally ready for it. I have weaknesses to be made stronger so you can better serve your household that I will raise up for you. I need to you think about now, because that's where I need you to work.
These lyrics are from John Wallers song "While I'm Waiting"
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait
I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race
Even while I wait
Dear Heavenly Father,
I am waiting...patiently (or as patient as I can be) I will wait for these requests to be accomplished in your time. My acne won't vanish overnight, this job may or may not happen, and my husband may be far from ready for me as I am for him. When will I know who? Maybe I already do...I am just waiting. Maybe I am wrong. I accept either answer...as long as there is an answer Father. "A hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life." (Proverbs 13:12) I pray...no...I beg for this tree of life.
"He who guards his lips guards his life, but he who speaks rashly will come to ruin." (Proverbs 13:3) I don't want to be rash God...teach me to be patient. Teach me to wait. I have no choice right now. Teach me to be patient effectively. In Acts 1, the disciples waited by praying constantly. I want to be in tune with you constantly God...because I don't want to miss your answers and wait longer. Help prepare my husband just as you are preparing me. I want to be my husband's crown (Proverbs 12:4). I want my husband to have full confidence in me, and trust me (Proverbs 31:11) I want to be constantly looking up and asking for your guidance (Proverbs 31:30). I love you Lord, and I lift my voice to worship you. Oh my soul rejoice. Lord prepare me to be a sanctuary, pure and holy. I am waiting. I am waiting on you Lord, and I am hopeful. I am waiting on you Lord, though it is painful...but patiently I will wait.
Please Lord, do not delay these requests any longer than needed...but help me to make this quicker in any way I can. I trust you God, completely.
Love you Dad. I pray this in your Son's holy and precious name...Amen.
Monday, September 5, 2011
An Intro to Acts-How to Wait
I had taken a few notes last night from my young adult Bible study, and went back to review my thoughts today. We are going through the book of Acts, and started our focus with how we (my generation) wants to portray the church as well as the Church. We looked into a few questions, but here's one that I want you to ponder.
How do we (church and Church) want to be viewed?
**For those wondering, church is referring to our local community (building church) and Church is the entire body of Christ (Christian brothers and sisters)**
In my generation, are we sitting here going with the motions because we are comfortable with it, or are we really seeking to go out and "set this world on fire"? Personally, I want to draw people into the church by showing them how much the Church means to me. I thought more about this, and realized that I won't do this effectively by verbally making statements to everyone. Instead, I am showing them how much I love being part of the Church by how I live. I want people to stop and go "There is something different about her...and I want to know what it's about." I want the Holy Spirit to season me with salt and make me a flashlight that points to God. That's how I want to be viewed as a Church body. They will know FOR SURE we are Christians by our love.
My other notes I made from my study last night can all be connected:
Acts 1
Verse 6-The disciples asked about Jesus' kingdom yet again. Was it okay to ask this?
Verse 1-5-the evidence and proof of Jesus
Actually, 40 days worth of proof...how much proof do you need?
Verse 4-God tells them to wait. Why?
Verse 14-They prayed constantly. Why?
It's okay to ask God to make sure of something. If you don't ask, how will you know? Ask with eagerness and pray constantly because you don't want to miss what God is going to show you when He wants you to know and act. God has given you all the proof you need to follow and do what He is saying...how much more proof do you really need? Knowing all this, wait. Wait in prayer. Wait with eagerness. Wait with assurance because God has given you all the proof you need. Doesn't matter what you are waiting for...some things are harder than others.
Now, my questions for you....we have two instructions from Jesus that I will bring up. In his great commission, he says to "Go." Here he says to "Wait."
If you are waiting, how do you know when you are supposed to go and act? Do you respond? Are you scared? Is waiting easier because waiting keeps you from harm or distress?
When God says wait, follow what the disciples did in Acts 1. When God says go, remember what the writer of Hebrews said, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you."
If fear is keeping you from going, "The Lord is my strength and my salvation, of whom shall I be afraid?"
Wait with eagerness...but when you need to move, do it with full assurance. How much proof do you really need?
How do we (church and Church) want to be viewed?
**For those wondering, church is referring to our local community (building church) and Church is the entire body of Christ (Christian brothers and sisters)**
In my generation, are we sitting here going with the motions because we are comfortable with it, or are we really seeking to go out and "set this world on fire"? Personally, I want to draw people into the church by showing them how much the Church means to me. I thought more about this, and realized that I won't do this effectively by verbally making statements to everyone. Instead, I am showing them how much I love being part of the Church by how I live. I want people to stop and go "There is something different about her...and I want to know what it's about." I want the Holy Spirit to season me with salt and make me a flashlight that points to God. That's how I want to be viewed as a Church body. They will know FOR SURE we are Christians by our love.
My other notes I made from my study last night can all be connected:
Acts 1
Verse 6-The disciples asked about Jesus' kingdom yet again. Was it okay to ask this?
Verse 1-5-the evidence and proof of Jesus
Actually, 40 days worth of proof...how much proof do you need?
Verse 4-God tells them to wait. Why?
Verse 14-They prayed constantly. Why?
It's okay to ask God to make sure of something. If you don't ask, how will you know? Ask with eagerness and pray constantly because you don't want to miss what God is going to show you when He wants you to know and act. God has given you all the proof you need to follow and do what He is saying...how much more proof do you really need? Knowing all this, wait. Wait in prayer. Wait with eagerness. Wait with assurance because God has given you all the proof you need. Doesn't matter what you are waiting for...some things are harder than others.
Now, my questions for you....we have two instructions from Jesus that I will bring up. In his great commission, he says to "Go." Here he says to "Wait."
If you are waiting, how do you know when you are supposed to go and act? Do you respond? Are you scared? Is waiting easier because waiting keeps you from harm or distress?
When God says wait, follow what the disciples did in Acts 1. When God says go, remember what the writer of Hebrews said, "Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you."
If fear is keeping you from going, "The Lord is my strength and my salvation, of whom shall I be afraid?"
Wait with eagerness...but when you need to move, do it with full assurance. How much proof do you really need?
Saturday, September 3, 2011
The Lord's Prayer, A Conversation
I got this in an email from a friend.
THE LORD'S PRAYER - This is in two parts,
THE LORD'S PRAYER - This is in two parts,
The prayer (in blue type) and GOD (in red type)-in response.
*********
"Our Father Who Art In Heaven.
Yes?
Don't interrupt me. I'm praying.
But -- you called ME!
Called you?
No, I didn't call you..
I'm praying.
Our Father who art in Heaven.
There -- you did it again!
Did what?
Called ME.
You said,
"Our Father who art in Heaven"
Well, here I am..
What's on your mind?
But I didn't mean anything by it.
I was, you know, just saying my prayers for the day.
I always say the Lord's Prayer.
It makes me feel good,
Kind of like fulfilling a duty.
Well, all right.
Go on.
Okay, Hallowed be thy name .
Hold it right there.
What do you mean by that?
By what?
By "Hallowed be thy name"?
It means, it means .. . Good grief,
I don't know what it means.
How in the world should I know?
It's just a part of the prayer.
By the way, what does it mean?
It means honored, holy, wonderful.
Hey, that makes sense..
I never thought about what 'hallowed' meant before.
Thanks.
Thy Kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
On earth as it is in Heaven.
Do you really mean that?
Sure, why not?
What are you doing about it?
Doing? Why, nothing, I guess.
"Our Father Who Art In Heaven.
Yes?
Don't interrupt me. I'm praying.
But -- you called ME!
Called you?
No, I didn't call you..
I'm praying.
Our Father who art in Heaven.
There -- you did it again!
Did what?
Called ME.
You said,
"Our Father who art in Heaven"
Well, here I am..
What's on your mind?
But I didn't mean anything by it.
I was, you know, just saying my prayers for the day.
I always say the Lord's Prayer.
It makes me feel good,
Kind of like fulfilling a duty.
Well, all right.
Go on.
Okay, Hallowed be thy name .
Hold it right there.
What do you mean by that?
By what?
By "Hallowed be thy name"?
It means, it means .. . Good grief,
I don't know what it means.
How in the world should I know?
It's just a part of the prayer.
By the way, what does it mean?
It means honored, holy, wonderful.
Hey, that makes sense..
I never thought about what 'hallowed' meant before.
Thanks.
Thy Kingdom come,
Thy will be done,
On earth as it is in Heaven.
Do you really mean that?
Sure, why not?
What are you doing about it?
Doing? Why, nothing, I guess.
I just think it would be kind of neat if you got
Control, of everything down here like you have up
There. We're kinda in a mess down here you know.
Yes, I know;
But, have I got control of you?
Well, I go to church..
That isn't what I asked you.
What about your bad temper?
You've really got a problem there, you know.
And then there's the way you spend
Yes, I know;
But, have I got control of you?
Well, I go to church..
That isn't what I asked you.
What about your bad temper?
You've really got a problem there, you know.
And then there's the way you spend
Your money -- all on yourself..
And what about the kind of books you read ?
Now hold on just a minute!
Stop picking on me!
I'm just as good as some of the rest
And what about the kind of books you read ?
Now hold on just a minute!
Stop picking on me!
I'm just as good as some of the rest
Of those People at church!
Excuse ME..
I thought you were praying
For my will to be done..
If that is to happen,
It will have to start with the ones
Who are praying for it.
Like you -- for example ....
Oh, all right. I guess I do have some hang-ups.
Now that you mention it,
I could probably name some others.
So could I.
Ihaven't thought about it very much until now,
But I really would like to cut out some of those things.
I would like to, you know, be really free.
Good.
Now we're getting somewhere.
I thought you were praying
For my will to be done..
If that is to happen,
It will have to start with the ones
Who are praying for it.
Like you -- for example ....
Oh, all right. I guess I do have some hang-ups.
Now that you mention it,
I could probably name some others.
So could I.
Ihaven't thought about it very much until now,
But I really would like to cut out some of those things.
I would like to, you know, be really free.
Good.
Now we're getting somewhere.
We'll work together -- You and ME.
I'm proud of You.
Look, Lord, if you don't mind,
I need to finish up here.
This is taking a lot longer than it usually does.
Give us this day, our daily bread.
You need to cut out the bread..
You're overweight as it is.
Hey, wait a minute! What is this?
Here I was doing my religious duty,
And all of a sudden you break in
And remind me of all my hang-ups.
Praying is a dangerous thing.
You just might get what you ask for.
Remember, you called ME -- and here I am.
It's too late to stop now.
Keep praying. ( pause .. . )
Well, go on.
I'm scared to.
Scared? Of what?
Iknow what you'll say.
Try ME.
Forgive us our sins,
I'm proud of You.
Look, Lord, if you don't mind,
I need to finish up here.
This is taking a lot longer than it usually does.
Give us this day, our daily bread.
You need to cut out the bread..
You're overweight as it is.
Hey, wait a minute! What is this?
Here I was doing my religious duty,
And all of a sudden you break in
And remind me of all my hang-ups.
Praying is a dangerous thing.
You just might get what you ask for.
Remember, you called ME -- and here I am.
It's too late to stop now.
Keep praying. ( pause .. . )
Well, go on.
I'm scared to.
Scared? Of what?
Iknow what you'll say.
Try ME.
Forgive us our sins,
As we forgive those who sin against us.
What about Ann?
See? I knew it!
I knew you would bring her up!
Why, Lord, she's told lies about me, spread stories.
She never paid back the money she owes me..
I've sworn to get even with her!
But -- your prayer --
What about your prayer?
Ididn't -- mean it..
Well, at least you're honest.
But, it's quite a load carrying around all that
What about Ann?
See? I knew it!
I knew you would bring her up!
Why, Lord, she's told lies about me, spread stories.
She never paid back the money she owes me..
I've sworn to get even with her!
But -- your prayer --
What about your prayer?
Ididn't -- mean it..
Well, at least you're honest.
But, it's quite a load carrying around all that
bitterness and resentment isn't it?
Yes, but I'll feel better as soon as I get even with her.
Boy, have I got some plans for her.
She'll wish she had never been born.
No, you won't feel any better.
You'll feel worse.
Revenge isn't sweet.
You know how unhappy you are --
Well, I can change that.
You can? How?
Forgive Ann.
Then, I'll forgive you;
And the hate and the sin,
will be Ann's problem -- not yours.
You will have settled the problem
as far as you are concerned.
Oh, you know, you're right.
You always are.
And more than I want revenge,
I want to be right with You . . (sigh).
All right, all right . .
I forgive her.
There now!
Wonderful!
How do you feel?
Hmmmm. Well, not bad.
Not bad at all!
In fact, I feel pretty great!
You know, I don't think I'll go to bed uptight tonight.
I haven't been getting much rest, you know.
Yeah, I know..
But, you're not through with your prayer, are you?
Yes, but I'll feel better as soon as I get even with her.
Boy, have I got some plans for her.
She'll wish she had never been born.
No, you won't feel any better.
You'll feel worse.
Revenge isn't sweet.
You know how unhappy you are --
Well, I can change that.
You can? How?
Forgive Ann.
Then, I'll forgive you;
And the hate and the sin,
will be Ann's problem -- not yours.
You will have settled the problem
as far as you are concerned.
Oh, you know, you're right.
You always are.
And more than I want revenge,
I want to be right with You . . (sigh).
All right, all right . .
I forgive her.
There now!
Wonderful!
How do you feel?
Hmmmm. Well, not bad.
Not bad at all!
In fact, I feel pretty great!
You know, I don't think I'll go to bed uptight tonight.
I haven't been getting much rest, you know.
Yeah, I know..
But, you're not through with your prayer, are you?
Go on.
Oh, all right.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Good! Good! I'll do that.
Just don't put yourself in a place
where you can be tempted.
What do you mean by that?
You know what I mean.
Yeah. I know..
Okay.
Go ahead. Finish your prayer.
For Thine is the kingdom,
and the power,
and the glory forever.
Amen.
Do you know what would bring me glory?
What would really make me happy?
No, but I'd like to know.
I want to please you now...
I've really made a mess of things..
I want to truly behave like Christ
I can see now how great that would be..
So, tell me .. . .
How do I make you happy?
YOU just did".
Oh, all right.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from evil.
Good! Good! I'll do that.
Just don't put yourself in a place
where you can be tempted.
What do you mean by that?
You know what I mean.
Yeah. I know..
Okay.
Go ahead. Finish your prayer.
For Thine is the kingdom,
and the power,
and the glory forever.
Amen.
Do you know what would bring me glory?
What would really make me happy?
No, but I'd like to know.
I want to please you now...
I've really made a mess of things..
I want to truly behave like Christ
I can see now how great that would be..
So, tell me .. . .
How do I make you happy?
YOU just did".
Bring God happiness today.
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